Saturday, October 29, 2005

test


walking a friend through first time posting
doing the steps ahead of him. Actually...dont know if this is posted already or not, anyway.

edit: Duh..I forgot to say the title of the painting.

Title: Potential
acrylic on canvas 16x20

and damn it...thats a tree..the photo is TERRIBLE...it looks like a tree in the original.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Tagged!

I did this on deviant art and was tagged again here on blogger by Carla
So, here goes.


Tagged again

1 I can wear childrens shoes, pants and PJ bottoms, and skirts.

2 I am wearing false eyelashes right now...and my night shirt.

3 I am almost constantly in pain. I am angry about that.

4 I have decided to eliminate the people from my life who cant give and express love as well as they recieve. I have no qualms about it.

5 I have only one popcicle in the freezer and two children that want it.

6 I just now got an appointment with a gallery to show my work. It will be the first "real" show I have been in if I they like my stuff.

7 I make almost no effort to show my work in real life. I had mistakenly, told the gallery mentioned above that I wasnt interested because they woke me, and I thought it was sales call. I was nagged by friends to call them back. I finally did and was 100 percent honest about what had happened. The lady on the phone thought it was funny...thank GOD. And commended me on my honesty.

8 I am now calling my sisters house as I write. She is also an artist. A financially successful one. My sister looks just like me....but people think she is the oldest. I am.

9 I did not know my parents or sister until I was 6. I had forgotten my parents because I was sent to live with my Grandmother at 18 months. My sis was born shortly after I was sent off to Mexico.

10 I love orange marmelade....and pumpkin flavored anything. My Mom says "punkin" and it drives me crazy. She's teaching my kids to do it.

11 I have been involved with the same man for 16 years. I have felt everything from distaste, hate, distrust, anger,and apathy...to love, adoration, worship, passion,and soul- bound-to, for him. I am in a love, passion, etc phase right now. He pretty much keeps his feelings for me at a nice and level... obsession. We have done, dreamed, played, and exhausted ourselves in a million projects, schemes, plans, and fancies. I have not once been bored with him or of him. He may at times be the devil but he's my devil, my Master, and my love. He's German...he'll tell me he is German as an explanation for many a thing.
He will come across town to pick up a gallon of milk for me. He holds my hand when I have to go to the emergency room.He buys me diamonds and rubies for no reason. He draws the designs for my next tattoos on my body with a washable marker He writes me naughty stories.
We go to a cabin in the woods to escape and sit on the back porch naked after hottubbing...and talk for hours. He opens all packages, cans and bottles for me, while I am in his company. I sometimes am grateful and sometimes it makes me want to smack him.
He is more than 30 years my senior...and I rarely notice.
He grew a beard for me.
He helped me pick out the false eyelashes I mentioned in number 2
He tells everyone that I am the "boss", but when he puts his foot down...that's pretty much that.
I would rip to shreds anyone that ever harmed him. So would he...he is a very large man.
His name is Bill.

12 I am going tonight to try on a fabric template/pattern for a leather skirt that is being made for me.

13 I intensely hate day after day after day of sunshine. It gives me a headache.

14 I have quite an exhibitionist streak in me.

15 I had another "Bill" in my life once. He was a greyhound. He was named that when he was working at the track. Best damn dog I ever had.

16 I lost my Dad to lung cancer June 2004. It changed who I am as a person. It was a life tragedy unlike any I have ever experienced. I was very close to my Father. He was an exceptional man. He kicked heroin, put himself through college and help countless people become clean and sober in his life. He was an exceptional artist and scientist.

17 I have 6 tattoos. On each leg there is a large one, a fairly large one on my left forearm and hand, a band on my right forearm, a small heart above my right breast, and a large tattoo on my neck and shoulder area. They are mostly flowers, vines and some hummingbirds....except for the heart. They can be seen here. ...
I plan on getting more.

18 I am pierced. And they arent all on my face....I find it very...stimulating as well as decorative.

19 People often say I live a fairy tale life...because I have unbelievable good luck. I also have unbelievable bad luck...all a matter of...luck, I guess.

20 I am a very sexual and kinky person.

21 I dont know who to tag...I'll come up with it eventually.

Monday, October 17, 2005

Lily

twitch

Monday, October 10, 2005

prismasex

sorry to those who are trying to find images listed in searches , giving the prismasex addy...it redirects here for some reason. Anyway, thats my old blog.
Who links to me?